Oh Blessed Day!

I am now officially employed.

I work for the Department of Technology Services for the State of Utah.

Fancy sounding right?

I don't know much about the job other than it involves inventory and computers.

What more do I need to know right now though right?

I will find out all the details in Orientation.

All that matters is:

I found a job.

It's full time.

It's for the summer.

I am jumping for joy!

Life is full of blessings left and right.

Sometimes we just have to be patient before they manifest themselves.

Decisions Decisions

Life is constantly full of decisions.

Every single day we make decision after decision.

Most of the decisions are small like what to eat for lunch or what jeans to wear.

Those decisions can sometimes seem like a pain but they really are not too big of a deal.

It is the big decisions in life that seem to cause stress from time to time.

There is one of these big decisions that has been haunting my thoughts as of late.

What do I want to be when I grow up?

That is a question we all ponder from the time we are 3 years old.

Unfortunately, now is the time the world tells me I need to make a decision.

How on earth are we supposed to know what to do with our lives at 19 years old?

I have no idea but don't you worry I continually am trying to figure it out.

Advice from Connecticut: 

"Be patient in figuring it all out. 

Don't just jump the gun and make some spontaneous spur of the moment decision

that you might regret somewhere down the line."

Ah, the wisdom that comes from the boy in Connecticut.

Isn't it just the greatest?

Tonight, tonight...

Tonight I worked in the kitchen at a wedding reception with the Motha.

I love going to weddings so of course I jumped at the opportunity.

You know what is funny though?

Every wedding reception I go to tends to turn into a research for my own wedding.

I look at everything and add things to my mental DO's and DON'T's lists.

Tonight was definitely no exception.

I better be careful because with all these weddings I keep going to, the list just gets longer and longer.

Don't you worry though, the more research I do, the more fantastic my wedding will be.

And yes, it will be fantastic!

Doesn't get better..

Brother.

It does not matter what I look like he always thinks I look good.

If I feel rather large one day he assures me that I am not.

If I ask if I look okay he answers yes without seeing what I look like.

Today Brother said "You look cute."

Nobody is more genuine than a brother.